Memorial Day


Its been months since I blogged, but its not from having an uneventful life. Far from it. I`m working now ..three days a week. I love this schedule , Monday - Wednesday, then I have a looooong weekend. I do home work( as in house-cleaning, not school work) , do errands for my Mom and cook for my hubby. Thats not a hard life , is it?
Oh how depressing it is to go job hunting. Today I offically started my ordeal of "begging". Its so demoralizing to be looking for work. Please let me come work for you..please..please. Oh, how I hate it. I`d forgotten what it was like to look for work. All of my prayers now will end with " Please Lord, send me a job".
Not having a job to go will give you plenty of time to think...about past and present. Today I was thinking of when I was growing up...summer time then was getting up early and working in the vegetable garden and helping out with inside chores when the early morning garden chores were done. I`m like my daddy in that I loved to be in the garden. Mama would can all summer long.. tomatoes, corn, green beans, butter beans , pickles..anything daddy took a notion to plant would wind up in a jar by the end of summer.
This being a lady of leisure is for the birds. I`m going to have to find something to do to keep myself busy. Start a little business or something. I`d always told myself that when I retire I`m going to have a set routine..get up at a certain time , do certain things on specific days..you know , have a routine. Well, I think I`m going to have to do that before I retire. Starting tomorrow. I`ll have to think on this for a little bit...but yes ..I`ll start tomorrow..doing ....something. I wish I could invent something, or write a book, make something that people couldn`t live without....ummm let me think...
Oh crap, I let me temper get the best of me today at work and now I`m at home. I just couldn`t hold it in any longer so I walked out...one of those "take this job and shove it " days. I`ve been there 13 yrs..whewww. Now I have to think about what to do next....another full time job or a part timer? I think I`ll just rest for the rest of the week and decide later.
