I Hate to Go to The Doctor!

Well, today is the day. As some of you know I have been having trouble with my heart ..fluttering and skipping and such. I`m going to the doctor to see what is going on..as if I didn`t know ..I think its my weight. I just can`t seem to do anything about it yet..don`t have the right mind set or something. I try. Really I do. I`ll start a diet and by the end of the day something happens...I get hungry for something that I know that I shouldn`t have and I`ve never been very strict with myself so out the window it goes. Maybe if the doctor tells me that I HAVE to lose weight it will finally sink in that its "your health stupid"
So keep your fingers crossed for me today. I`ll let you know later what her said.
God Bless!